You do voodoo

Don`t know what you do,
But for me it`s voodoo!
You somehow bewitched me,
How I cannot see.

You are in my mind, my heart
This I really don`t mind, but...
But at least let me nearer,
Closer, my dear.

Don`t know what you do,
But for me it`s voodoo!
You somehow bewitched me,
How I cannot see.

Somehow I am obsessed,
Not at all depressed,
You just light my fire,
You`re my desire!

Don`t know what you do,
But for me it`s voodoo!
You somehow bewitched me,
How I cannot see.

Footnote of DeadslayerX: Who do the voodoo? You do?

An endless beginning

Spring. A booming race of beauty.
Beauty. A new being , a new life.
New life. A depressing need for love.
Love. You are my love, you are my spring.
Spring.....

Smokin`

First hit...feels like your inner organs are vibrating.
Second hit...your blood starts to fizzle first in your hands and then in your legs
Third hit...you feel like you fly, fly up to the sky
3++...friggin` good baby

I want...

I want a real smile,
I want a real kiss,
Somebody to really miss!

I`d be fulfilled,
I`d be happy
But life`s too nasty!

I say I want real,
Thou that`s the prob
Real doesn`t do the job!

Real is perfect...
My wishes are abstract,
Just dunno how to react...

So I continue to pursue imperfection,
Somebody to love for her wrongs
For that this idiot longs!

Trying to forget

She,
loves me,
She loves me not,
She hates me,
she hates me not,
ran out of petals there...
what does that mean?
what`s waiting in here,
in these words:she hates me not?
she-the person because of who i suffered a lot
hate-a negative feeling which I should harbor towards her,
me-a wrecked person trying to forget, to rebuild, to hate her
not-a simple word that fuses all together and obliterates any hope of redemption
my will shall save me, I will to hate with the whole of my body
A word shall not defeat me, man makes words
words don`t make man
I will prevail,
I will
hate!

Cold winters eve

On a cold winters eve,
walking on the empty street,
I notice a ray of light
I think it`s my dying might.
Winter`s cold but the world
freezes me. The street has a curve
a slight breeze mocks me
and i know what shall be!
I will embed my soul in hate.
Die it in blood,red,death...Wait!
It`s not enough! I will kill!
Kill my soul with iron will...
Shatter it all over the floor
and i`ll be ignorant, wretched and cool.
And I shall love no more
That is my goal!

Love(YOU)

An air of overwhelming depression sucked out my life
An air of overwhelming depression...
Now I feel empty...Unhappy....Destroyed....
Now I feel empty...
I just cannot think of anything else...It`s depressing.
I just cannot think of anything else...
But you are the source of my pain...and my only hope of redemption.
But you...
I shall not break my will is sure to survive...It`s killing me inside.
I shall not break...
My iron will is going to help me...it will defeat anything.
My iron will....
It shall break my soul but I will break free of this diabolic circle...
It shall break my soul...
Then you will love me no longer and I shall be destroyed...but free
Then you will love me...