Cold winters eve

On a cold winters eve,
walking on the empty street,
I notice a ray of light
I think it`s my dying might.
Winter`s cold but the world
freezes me. The street has a curve
a slight breeze mocks me
and i know what shall be!
I will embed my soul in hate.
Die it in blood,red,death...Wait!
It`s not enough! I will kill!
Kill my soul with iron will...
Shatter it all over the floor
and i`ll be ignorant, wretched and cool.
And I shall love no more
That is my goal!