Sensless ladykiller?Misunderstood lovebird?

I`m really interested in you folks opinion. I can clearly state that I did not heed Jackson`s advice("People always told me be careful of what you do /And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts"). Okay...it isn`t his advice :-))...But the essence is that I really did some bad stuff...caused a few(maybe more then a few[i can`t really decide on the number because of my overdeveloped ego])heartbreaks but dudes and dudesses look at this problem from my point of view...for only a second. I loved each and every of my girlfriends. Really, no double-crossing, not this time :-). I fell for them in a matter of days and then....nothing. The emptyness, the abyss inside took over. Well that`s not exactly true for every case but nevermind. Back to the subject. Don`t misunderstand me i`m not saying it`s them gals fault. No, it`s most probably my idiocy. But still...can I be condamned for this hole inside longing for love? Knowing this answer my question(title).